So I would have to say that I am not a fan of change. I mean, maybe its more of a love/hate relationship. I like new challeges, fun experiences, new things... but at the same time change is difficult and its hard to see past the here and now. I am in the process of change. Its just a job change, but its enough. I'm emotional about it, more than I should be probably, in many ways its just a job. But in many other ways what I do is so much more than a job. There is time and effort invested in lives and relationships and to have to leave that and start over, over and over again is frustrating, and in many ways exhausting. Its hard to keep investing in new people and places instead of building on current ones... the thought of starting over again right now makes me tired. I need a fresh perspective. I need to embrace this change. I need to look forward. I need to not dwell on what has happened but move on. Its not easy. There is no closure.
Change can be difficult, I'm trying to think of it as exciting and new.
Cheers to starting over.... again. (at least in the job sense...)
Cheers to summer.... hurray for holidays!
H.
