things unsaid

Here I am again. Yes, long time between posts.... and this is gonna be short and sweet. Since July.......
1. Back at work, as if we never left. Its stressful... and not always fun... but sometimes fun.
2. September is over... THANK GOODNESS... not that things slow down at all its just nice when September is over.
3. I've watched a friend in pain, experiencing great loss. There is nothing quite like this.
4. I've seen family in pain and experiencing another type of loss... and I hurt for them and the situation.
5. My neice can say 'Aunty Heather' (sort of) She continues to be a joy and blessing to our family.... Love her to bits... there is nothing better.
6. I have purchased a new bed!! and it has been moved to my apartment, the first piece of furniture there!
7. Thats right folks, it is finally happening.... moving to town. A little crazy and I will miss this place when I am gone even though I know that this is the right path for me right now, I will miss this place and I'm a little sad to leave, though I'm not going far my lifestyle will change a bit, and I'll miss being close to family and seeing them all the time.
8. My new place is little. Especially the bedroom and will take a little planning to get everything in there that I would like to have in there in a nice way... good to have a challenge.
9. Change can be difficult... and mine is nothing compared to what some are going through around me... so I should shut up and be happy and enjoy the ride.
10. Its about time I made another list that went all the way to 10.

Thats the update for now. I'm both happy and sad. Content and discouraged. There is a barrage of feelings... I'm trusting that all will be ok.

Sanctus Real - Whatever You're Doing
Album: We Need Each Other

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender

(Chorus)
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Revaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out



Chaos but somehow there's peace... or I hope there will be.